I'm a Libra. Now I know that doesn't excuse some of my rather annoying traits, but perhaps it explains some of them. I am not a real believer in astrology, but the description of a Libra pretty much describes me.
I feel like I am that person holding those weights in each hand trying to balance them. I do not like discord, I want everyone to get along and be happy, dang it.
I do not like to do the unpleasant tasks, not like cleaning the litter box, I do that. The tasks I don't like to do are, for example, cancel our auto insurance because we found a better deal. I had to do that last week and the guilt still weighs heavily on me.
I felt like I was apologizing for running over someones dog, even though the person on the other end of the phone was perfectly nice and understanding. I felt like I had disappointed him because I no longer wanted his insurance. I know it's not his insurance company and he could probably care less that I was cancelling, but the guilt just took over like an evil spirit possessing my body.
I'm never going to be the one the cancel anything again, lest I should hurt someones feelings. I'm going to leave that to my more thick skinned husband.
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